Sometimes...it feels like a no. Like that time I spotted you looking at that girl a few seats away, who I have always suspected you have liked. Or like that time I glanced over you so many times during that English lesson...and you didn't look at me once.
Other times...it feels like a yes. Like when I caught you looking at me...more than once. Or like that time when we talked and it felt like we've been friends for years when in reality we are in completely different friendship groups and don't really assosciate.
Sometimes....I think I don't really know you. Sometimes...I want to stop loving you because deep down, I feel like something will never happen. But...my heart has decided over my head. And when my heart makes a desiscion....well...there's no turning back coz my heart has a very strong character and won't give up without a fight.
~ a poem to somebody I love which I wrote because I felt like it.